I called off the wedding last night. Nick was ok with it, he seemed indifferent. It wasn't anything anyone suggested to me, actually it was. Kristina said "I don't want you to make the same mistakes I did." Generally she's right about everything...so I thought long and hard and decided not to settle yet. I kind of feel like a giant knot in my stomach loosened up, but it is still there.
I've been super busy at work and am stressed about it. Tomorrow my temporary worker starts, so I'll be happy then!