January 03, 2004

My New Year's resolutions:
1. To sew at least one comforter each month
2. To take better care of myself
3. To not be afraid to say what I think (unless it is better I keep my mouth shut)
4. To make dinner at least once a week
5. To become a more spiritual person

December 31, 2003

Good news! I was hired on full time at work! Yay!

December 30, 2003

Do you ever wonder how you're going to die? A psychic told my sister that she will live to be 88. What if I'm going to die when I'm in my 30s and I haven't done anything with my life because I'm waiting until I retire to do anything fun? What if I do all this stupid work for 40 years that means nothing, and I never reap the benefits? I generally don't think about this, but it crossed my mind this evening while watching Sopranos. They had a discussion on whether or not the Soprano mom should be DNR (do not resuscitate) or not. The oldest sister in the Soprano family came back into town to get the mom's money because she's a leech, so she wanted the mom to be DNR. Anyway, the mom found out and cut her out of the will...
I love my handsfree headset for my cell. I feel like I'm in the room with the person because I don't have to hold the phone to my ear.
My day was pretty shitty. It all started out having to use Suave shampoo. Nick bought the crappy coconut scented Suave shampoo which I hate to use because 1. Who washes their hair with coconuts? and 2. Suave makes my hair look all white trash stringy.
Then I had nothing to wear that was decent, and I ended up wearing these stretchy grey dress pants that make me feel like a toddler in big girl pants because they have an elastic waist instead of a zipper.
I got to work and my boss gives me 8 million things to do while she "takes it easy because we're slow" DUDE. I'm not slow...I had a billion people come in today for new hire paperwork, interviews and other crap that I had to deal with all by myself.
I'm ready for today to be over with....

December 29, 2003

Today my boss asked me once again if I need help hiring the 40 people for the warehouse, so this time I said "sure why not." I get my own temporary employee! How funny, considering I'm still a temporary employee. She said I'm doing an excellent job at the 30 I'm hiring now. I still feel like every time someone calls me or walks to my desk I'm either in trouble or did something wrong.

My sister just came over, so I'm going to cut this one short and come back to it later.

December 28, 2003

Here's another good one:
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


I just got back to the Haute from home. I wish I didn't have to come back here, but looks like that whole adult thing gets in the way of that. I guess I have some sort of insomnia or something, since the only time sleep comes if it's drug (Nyquil) induced.

I got a sewing machine for Christmas and I'm making a comforter. If I could figure out how to put a picture on here, I'd show pictures. I'm pretty excited about making comforters, since it seems to be pretty easy to make. I plan on making something for all my family and maybe friends. I need to name my sewing machine, so I'm taking suggestions.

Today was the family Christmas party. I stayed for about 45 minutes and then took off for Terre Haute. For some reason my stomach is all messed up too, so I didn't really get to enjoy the food or anything. Yesterday my friend and I went and ate at the worlds best barbeque place, "Moonlight Barbeque" and I didn't get to enjoy the food there either, my stomach was really upset. I just sat and picked at the food.

I really don't have too much to day right now, so I'm going to go watch some TV.